{"id":563,"date":"2014-08-03T16:33:02","date_gmt":"2014-08-03T16:33:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/olioweb.me.uk\/wordpress_marcus\/?p=563"},"modified":"2024-08-19T16:41:27","modified_gmt":"2024-08-19T16:41:27","slug":"poems-of-the-month-august-2015-outward-bound-heavenly-visitor-five-a-m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.olioweb.me.uk\/marcus\/?p=563","title":{"rendered":"Poems of the Month, August 2014: Outward Bound, Heavenly Visitor, Five A.M."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>OUTWARD BOUND<br \/>\n(erring &amp; straying in Bruges)<\/p>\n<p><em>Responsibility is something I owe only to<br \/>\n<\/em><em>myself. All other responsibility is a bind.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I close the front door and cross the street<br \/>\ninto the alleyway opposite.<br \/>\nMy speed is roughly one mile an hour.<br \/>\nI just make it to the sun-splashed bench<br \/>\nin what used to be the prison yard.<\/p>\n<p>Having got all that down on paper<br \/>\nand none the worse for wear, I heave<br \/>\na sigh of relief. The universe,<br \/>\naccording to Einstein, is friendly<br \/>\nand it responds to imagination.<\/p>\n<p>The strangest things happen<br \/>\nwhen you leave home sweet home,<br \/>\nheading nowhere slowly. Families<br \/>\non an organized wild-goose chase<br \/>\nstart singing &amp; dancing frenetically<br \/>\nwhere prisoners once used to exercise.<\/p>\n<p>You too had better get moving.<br \/>\nTiny brown leaves are drifting past,<br \/>\nlast November&#8217;s neglected coinage.<br \/>\nA change of scenery will do you good,<br \/>\na little movement loosen up your brain.<\/p>\n<p>A cobblestoned sycamore driveway<br \/>\nleading outwards from the listed portal,<br \/>\nwhere parked cars slumber in the shade<br \/>\nor grunt reluctantly into action,<br \/>\nends with a view that Rilke knew &#8211;<br \/>\nthe Belfry with canal and swan.<\/p>\n<p>This is now photographed a thousand<br \/>\ntimes a day by awkward Chinese visitors<br \/>\non their way to Amsterdam (they think).<br \/>\nThat was before they picked up a drink,<br \/>\nyou <em>must <\/em>come to Belgium for the beer,<br \/>\nand tumbled into a waiting motor-boat.<\/p>\n<p>Unperturbed I wander on. I&#8217;ve got<br \/>\na whole afternoon to travel nowhere<br \/>\nand back, without losing my balance.<br \/>\nI dump a pot-pourri of human noise<br \/>\nand jingling bells into my travelogue.<\/p>\n<p>Tables invade a sunny little square<br \/>\nwhere happy souls are lunching in the air.<\/p>\n<p>Leather was tanned here once. The stench<br \/>\nof urine must have reached this bench<br \/>\nhere on the Fish Market, occupied<br \/>\nby a weaver and his female tribe<br \/>\nseen through the Burgomaster&#8217;s spectacles.<br \/>\nDon&#8217;t worry, you&#8217;ll get there if you try.<\/p>\n<p>Street of the Blind Donkey: necklines plunge<br \/>\nand cameras come out again in force.<br \/>\nI see the Hall where we were married<br \/>\nby a plump gentleman wearing a sash<br \/>\nfrom the refreshing shadows of a chestnut.<\/p>\n<p>If you exist, you could easily be wondering<br \/>\nhow I feel, watching these strolling crowds<br \/>\nand being watched by three or four of them<br \/>\nin interactive harmony. Reasonably well,<br \/>\nafter those sleepless hours by candlelight<br \/>\nconversing with an Angel on my double bed.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve overcome exhaustion, soldier on.<br \/>\nStopping to lean against a sycamore,<br \/>\nI stretch my broken elbow on its trunk,<br \/>\nmy back to the petanque, oldies like me<br \/>\nchasing cannon balls into the grave.<\/p>\n<p>In this green cathedral I now stand<br \/>\nwith an astronaut&#8217;s pen in one hand<br \/>\ngiven to me by a friendly Greek<br \/>\nwith whom we spent a pleasant week<br \/>\nvisiting my father&#8217;s wartime haunts.<\/p>\n<p>My pace quickens. In a nearby street<br \/>\nwhere office workers come to eat<br \/>\nI&#8217;m about to deliver a fresh poem<br \/>\nto the lovely Angel of yesterday.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m sane. My feet are on the ground.<\/p>\n<p>That went smoothly. A green dustbin<br \/>\non the sun-baked square lends me its lid<br \/>\nto lean on. A smoking black girl passes.<br \/>\nI have almost reached the outward goal<br \/>\nof this unsentimental journey nowhere.<br \/>\nI go on walking like a spent arrow<br \/>\nfalling in between two poised armies<br \/>\nat the opening of a Flemish Geeta.<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\">23 July 14<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>HEAVENLY VISITOR<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly my Angel&#8217;s there.<br \/>\nAnd even as I say this line<br \/>\nwith practiced artistry and care,<br \/>\nshe bends in front of me, divine.<\/p>\n<p><em>&#8216;Ask me whatever comes to mind,&#8217;<br \/>\n<\/em>that winged and brooding vision says.<br \/>\n&#8216;<em>My Name!&#8217; (<\/em>for I am old and blind) &#8211;<br \/>\nthe query tumbles from my head.<\/p>\n<p><em>&#8216;Namo Amida Butsu!&#8217; &#8211; <\/em>Lord<br \/>\nhave mercy on our human race.<br \/>\nI never heard a kinder word<br \/>\nor saw such comfort in a face.<\/p>\n<p>21 July 14<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>FIVE A.M.<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\">Fruit flies in the fridge<br \/>\nthis first Friday of August &#8211;<br \/>\nlife on Mother Earth.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>OUTWARD BOUND (erring &amp; straying in Bruges) Responsibility is something I owe only to myself. 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